My constant weightloss trials that FAIL....

Well to begin with,i never used to feel the necessity to reduce my weight till i reached college.Started becoming very much obsessed with the"have to luk gud" idea.But i love food.I have never succeded in keeping my body fit and looking thin.I dont think that i can ever be thin.I keep searching for ideas but the lack of motivation keep up to a fitness routine or to any routine for that matter makes me suffer everytime.

I keep luking for new diets,but whets the use if i cant stick to it.God...gimme strength to keep up with atleast one routine.

Lately i found this crash lemonade diet.I thought i cud do atleast this one,but failed miscerably again.The diet was alright for 2 days the third day began and it was miscerable.I felt like killing myself.Drinking only lemonade and eating nothing else.Since that diet also failed,i am left with no other hopes.

I am going to begin a new one soon,will write about that soon,as soon as it fails lol!